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Recently, I had this confused feeling of whether am I doing something I like, rather than something I had to do it.
It's like I graduated in Accounting degree, pursuing CPA. However, I don't seem to really enjoying what I am working now. I am not sure is it the job scope, the working environment, or just that I don't like to sit down in front of the computer and restrict myself in just doing roughly the same things over and over again. What I know is that I enjoy studying for CPA and willing to really study for it.... Guess, that might means the work that I am doing now is not really what I want.
I have so many complaints about this current company, but friends have been telling me that this is how working life is. It is impossible for the company to cater to my needs, it's not school life anymore. This is how the real world should be like.
Nonetheless, I don't feel happy working in this current job, and am currently actively looking for job opportunities and give myself more exposure into the outside world. Most probably, getting my mindset adjusted to cater to the outside world more rather than to myself.
Chinese New Year is still ongoing... but weird that this year I don't feel the CNY mood at all. It's like its just a normal day of meeting my relatives and gather together like how we usually will do during kid's birthday celebration. After that, we have to go back into the real world and work ......
People has been also telling me to keep a lookout for guy friends, and hope to enter into a new relationship. However, I have been into 2 unpleasant relationship experiences that I am quite worried that a new relationship will have the same problem all over again. I am both excited to have a new relationship, but at the same time I'm worried.. I feel that I can't open myself to even entertain guys, not speaking of whether is there a possibility to enter into a new relationship.
I kinda enjoy how my life is right now. I have a lot of time to give to my family, friends and my dog, Yuki. I even have some free time for myself to do whatever I like. I joined Yoga and Zumba just last year and I am enjoying it. I am really thinking about really continuing. I should enjoy life right now and be satisfied with it :)
It's like I graduated in Accounting degree, pursuing CPA. However, I don't seem to really enjoying what I am working now. I am not sure is it the job scope, the working environment, or just that I don't like to sit down in front of the computer and restrict myself in just doing roughly the same things over and over again. What I know is that I enjoy studying for CPA and willing to really study for it.... Guess, that might means the work that I am doing now is not really what I want.
I have so many complaints about this current company, but friends have been telling me that this is how working life is. It is impossible for the company to cater to my needs, it's not school life anymore. This is how the real world should be like.
Nonetheless, I don't feel happy working in this current job, and am currently actively looking for job opportunities and give myself more exposure into the outside world. Most probably, getting my mindset adjusted to cater to the outside world more rather than to myself.
Chinese New Year is still ongoing... but weird that this year I don't feel the CNY mood at all. It's like its just a normal day of meeting my relatives and gather together like how we usually will do during kid's birthday celebration. After that, we have to go back into the real world and work ......
People has been also telling me to keep a lookout for guy friends, and hope to enter into a new relationship. However, I have been into 2 unpleasant relationship experiences that I am quite worried that a new relationship will have the same problem all over again. I am both excited to have a new relationship, but at the same time I'm worried.. I feel that I can't open myself to even entertain guys, not speaking of whether is there a possibility to enter into a new relationship.
I kinda enjoy how my life is right now. I have a lot of time to give to my family, friends and my dog, Yuki. I even have some free time for myself to do whatever I like. I joined Yoga and Zumba just last year and I am enjoying it. I am really thinking about really continuing. I should enjoy life right now and be satisfied with it :)
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